Wednesday, January 19, 2011

If Only...

If only I could multi-task I swear! I would keep all three basics and my lovely babies. EQ has gotten me through some tough times and for the first time since 2003-2004ish when i joined, I am actually speaking out and talking to more people! I just felt isolated in a way I guess, I feel that way a lot. And I guess I feel like that in real life and it bugs me. Since moving from a small rural town school with 500+ kids in the high school to a suburban area with 3500+ in the highschool it's huge! I used to go here in elementary school and I have old friends. One the friendship is long gone, you just look back on the fun times and now see them tottally different. And honestly fearing them. I got acouple other friends one I could be closer to but it just isn't happening, life tottally changes and there is no playback button anywhere. And I do talk to people and try to put myself out there as a great person but so far I don't have much. I spend most of my classes looking out a window thinking what'd it would be like to just be outside running around, no worries. I do stress I do have anxieties, I try to stay positive the best I can. But my family isn't exactly always positive either.

But besides my frustration of ranting, I will cool down :). We are supposed to get snow! Again! lol I really like to post my photos to Deviantart but I just haven't had the time to get them there so I have been using Picasa I think that's what it's called? lol. Hoping my pictures stay safe I am very fond of my photography it would anger me if any is stolen. I like to be asked before use if you wish to use one and I would like proper credit on them either my name Sarah Frances Dames! Or my full devart LINK. http://pookanowsky.deviantart.com/ is the proper link and I want it USED! I also have a few photos there but I would like to be asked before use I will be changing the current pictures to do that as well with them! I just want to be asked first. :) Sorry for being so mental haha.

I don't want to do my homework at ALL! But I will have to get off and atleast do all of it. I got fourth hour homework that is to read, 5th hour homework to do sentences, and 7th hour to study an article, fun fun fun! I am so not ready to quit posting right now! But I will catch up on my pictures, tomorrow hopefully! Sorry! I just hope we got that snow day -fingers crossed-

Thanks for reading!

Have a fun night and day :).

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